skipping beats....

because my public relations failure received a slight reprieve this evening when I checked class enrollment for summer 2010.

i now have 4 students enrolled.

the past week, as i spent the wee hours of the eve working to create something to insight life changing educational experiences, i was slowly fading into grief. knowing that my hours of work would only be seen by two people. and realizing the effort might not be worth the outcome.

until tonight. logging in. dreading that number 2.

and then seeing 4.

hope has returned.

and fear.

for 3 masters and 1 phd.

to stay in the course.

and not drop.

continuity theory in human form.

and now i admit to the world the truth.

not too much here in regards to redeeming qualities.

i made cinnamon rolls.

to find redemption.

for everything.

but only found joy in the short journey to my stomach.

and it didn't work.

failure people.

right here.

at connecting with humans. siblings. plumbers. kids. PR.