and these are my thoughts:
i'm sorry if i was mean to you growing up. i know that sometimes i really was mean to people. but a lot of times i also just didn't talk to you. right? it wasn't because i didn't like you. it was because i assumed that you didn't like me. so i kept quiet. because then i wouldn't have to be judged anymore than i already knew you were judging me. now i realize that people who are quiet can also seem to be stuck up. or mean. or not to care. but i really did care. just couldn't show it. because then your rejection wouldn't hurt so much.
i'm sorry if i was mean to you growing up. i know that sometimes i really was mean to people. but a lot of times i also just didn't talk to you. right? it wasn't because i didn't like you. it was because i assumed that you didn't like me. so i kept quiet. because then i wouldn't have to be judged anymore than i already knew you were judging me. now i realize that people who are quiet can also seem to be stuck up. or mean. or not to care. but i really did care. just couldn't show it. because then your rejection wouldn't hurt so much.
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2 comments:
Hey! Thanx for the comment on my blog. I thought you'd forgotten about me!! Let's get together! I don't have your phone number so you call me! I'd love to see your new place and have the kids play together again! We miss you guys!
(Can I use any more exclamation points in one post?!)
Hi Angee-
How could I forget about you? I have lost our ward list. I put it somewhere very, very safe during the move. And still can't find that safe spot.
I love exclamation points!!!! And I will find your number and call.
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